Chief Executive Mom

Visit me at my new website - anniecrawford.com The Lord has turned this little blogging venture of mine into a true spiritual journey and I want to thank all of you who have read here and encouraged me. I had no idea of the community and friendships which exist and are being formed here in the blogsphere. Through blogging, the Lord has split open a few crusty parts of my heart to expose the old contaminants I had been hiding there. I want to apologize for my sometimes overly critical attitude. I am stumbling around learning how to be a critical thinker and valiant warrior for the truth without becoming rude, uncaring or argumentative. This seems an especially difficult task via the internet. My old insecurities and drive to prove myself through achievement and production have been revived by this new open form of publication. I apologize for how my own pride has kept me from appreciating the wonderful work of others here in 'bloggy-land". :-) Reflecting on my post last night, I realize that my anxiety over infinite options comes from a fearful and proud need to control everything, so I repent of that too and will endeavor to reflect the heart of my Lord, who is a God of abundance and endless possibility! I want to thank all of you again, anyone who has come here to read and comment, for helping prod me from a phase of spiritual stagnation and begin the process of vulnerable engagement and growth.